It’s been a year since I graduated, and I just want to use this text to commemorate our feelings, sometimes I miss him very much, but I’m afraid to disturb him, and I don’t know what to do……
When he was in college, he and I weren’t in the same class, but he used to come to our dorm to play because one of us was a fellow of his country. When I first entered the university, I was very reserved, and I was generally more Sven, and I let go after I got acquainted.
I’m an introverted guy with a bit of shyness, and sometimes a bit headstrong. He is an athletic boy with a hearty personality and a dimple when he laughs, which is very sexy. He played basketball very well, joined the varsity team, played defense, and later won the championship of the varsity competition. I’m a basketball idiot, and I usually only like to play table tennis and badminton, which are not too strenuous sports. Later, I also learned some shooting moves in physical education class, and when I happened to hit a few heads during practice, they praised me for my basketball talent. I just laughed, and with my size, I still knew what I could do. But he was still very happy in his heart, so he said provocatively: Let’s compete, whoever loses will have dinner.
I’m one-on-one with him, and if I hit one before he shoots 10 balls, I win. I know he’s provoking me, but I think he’s too arrogant, although I’ve never played basketball, and I’m not going to be like this, I can’t shoot one of the ten you shoot, it’s better than whom, who’s afraid of whom. But it turned out that he was really too good, I was too vegetable, I couldn’t touch the ball at all, and he covered it as soon as I threw it. I had to admit defeat, and then every time he showed off in front of me, I was so embarrassed. He often came to our dormitory, and he always liked to play with me, sometimes he picked me up, and the two of them rolled from the bed to the ground, so that the other classmates were laughing, not knowing what we were doing, and they were so close.
I once had a fight with him, there were only two of us in the dormitory, he was lying on my bed, and I was pressing on top of him, maybe we were too tired to play, he closed his eyes, and I looked at him like this for a long time (actually, [page]
Every time I looked at him, he pretended to be angry and said I was provoking him, and I said no. So he came to fight with me again, saying that he fought with me, and I knew that every time I messed with him, I always suffered, and once, he broke a large piece of his leg, and it took several months to recover. I also know that I can’t blame him entirely, maybe the skin is too thin, and it turns red when he pats it, and it takes a long time to recover.
And so our relationship grew closer day by day. Sometimes he jokingly likes to show his muscles in front of me, his arms are bent into an L shape, and the muscles on the inner thighs are still moving, so I really want to have such good muscles, but it’s a pity that my body is not angry, how can I not eat fat, the waist circumference is always at 27, every time I buy pants, the waiter says to take 28, I say no, 28 must be big, 27 is just right. Not to mention the muscles, although I studied well, but what is the use, I am ashamed of this every time.
He often skips class to play on the computer, but a week before the exam to do a surprise, and every time he can pass, according to him in class serious study can not pass, this is also what I admire him very much, every time before the exam he likes to ask me questions about studying, I always tell him very patiently. And usually if it were a different person, I might be a little impatient, why, because the questions asked me are usually skipping class, basically I don’t understand, to explain for a long time, maybe he will ask you why. But then I slowly learned to be patient, and I still treat everyone equally, after all, people look up to you when they ask you, and it’s always a good thing to be able to help others.
By the time I was in my junior year, classes gradually became less intense, and sometimes I would stay in the dormitory and not go to the classroom for self-study. I remember one time, he wanted to play with me to fight the landlord, this is my strength, and I also played a lot of games on the Internet, and we agreed that whoever lost would have supper. Every time I dared to ask for my hole cards, in the end I had a huge advantage over him, and I could finally raise my eyebrows, and he saved me every time in front of the basketball business. The situation at his family is much better than mine, and he has to invite me every time he has a supper, which makes me very embarrassed. So I don’t go out to have supper with him very often, but I think I’ll treat him to a good meal when I graduate.
It’s my senior year in the blink of an eye, and I’m about to graduate, and it just so happens that we have an internship, and everyone is very happy, it’s too boring to stay in school all the time. Due to the different majors, I went to a different place with him, and he did the internship before me, and we did the internship for a week.
It was already late when we came back from the internship, and when we were about to arrive in Changsha, I sent him a text message saying that I was back, and he said that he missed me very much and asked me if I had anything to eat. I said yes, he said he was eating out with his classmates, and said I would send him a message after the dorm. It happened to be raining that day, and it was quite heavy, and after returning to the dormitory, my classmates came over and asked if there was anything delicious to bring, so I gave them some duck necks and Wuchang fish that I brought, and saw that he hadn’t come back yet, so I told him to come back quickly, otherwise I wouldn’t have to eat. Sure enough, within a few minutes, he was back.
As soon as we met, he said that he missed me very much these days, and after listening to it, I was very happy, but deliberately pretended that it was nothing. And I could smell a lot of alcohol, I knew he was quite drinkable, and when I asked him how much he drank, he said he didn’t drink much. He wanted to hold me again, but it was useless for me to break away, so he was held and lay on the bed for a long time. Luckily I’m up there and he’s down there. It’s just that everyone in the corridor can see it, and I feel embarrassed, and I want him to pay attention to the impact, but he doesn’t let go as if he didn’t hear it. Later, my blood boiled when I hugged him, and I really wanted to kiss him, but my back was on his face, and it was hard to reach.
After a few attempts, I finally touched his face, and my heart fluttered, but he seemed to be fine. When I let go, I deliberately said that I had forgotten to bring him a present, and he said, “Oh no!” Later, when I gave him a gift, he seemed very happy, but when I graduated, I found that he had left him in bed, and I don’t know if it was intentional, and I was a little unhappy at the time. But then I figured it out, the most important thing is that I sent him, he can do whatever he likes, this is his freedom, why bother with himself.
A week before graduation, his father helped him find a job near his home, and the pay was very good. But he had to go over for the internship right away, and he was a little reluctant because we didn’t have much time left, and he left us so soon.
At the final graduation dinner, he still rushed back. That night, everyone drank a lot, and we didn’t leave until the end of the day, and finally everyone cried together, I was already a tear person, and I didn’t know how to cry so much, I remember not crying so much when I lost my loved ones. In normal times, I usually smile and smile, I have never cried in front of my classmates, and when I want to cry when I am unhappy, I secretly cry in the bed. I really couldn’t control myself that time.
He drank a lot of wine, and when he returned to the dormitory, he lay directly on the bed, looking at him sleeping soundly, it was so good-looking, I thought that if I didn’t kiss him this time, I wouldn’t have a chance in the future, so I plucked up my courage and left my kiss on his face.
It was the first and last kiss I kissed him head-on, and I still remember him to this day, and he will always be in my heart.
Two months after graduation, I wrote a letter to him, and he replied that it was very sensual. Actually, I didn’t say anything special, I just said that he was my best friend, and finally signed up: I miss your ×××.
For half a year, we talked on the phone a lot, but then the contact gradually became less and less. I don’t know if he’s too busy with work to disturb him, but I miss him……
