A few days ago, when I was back home from a business trip, I was surfing the Internet and my phone suddenly vibrated a few times. It turned out to be a friend I had chatted with before. He is our protagonist today, Xiao H, who is now a junior…

These are the vague memories I had of the men around me during my teenage years. Although I didn’t have true love at that time, the fascination with the same sex had quietly sprouted in my heart and formed the tone of my sexual orientation throughout my life. 01 I remember when I was in the…

Thinking back now, I don’t think we ever really were on the same page. The first time I met him, I had this feeling that maybe something was inevitable. In the first semester of freshman year, we weren’t really familiar with each other. Our conversations were pretty shallow, and he was always the one to…

There were two homosexuals in my high school class. There was a boy who was white, thin, tall, good at studying, with bangs that slightly covered his eyes. He had a calm and quiet personality and was favored by teachers and female classmates. At that time, we were still using forums, and everyone liked to…

In early summer of 2009, I graduated from college. Fortunately, in this era, when many people are still worried about finding a job, I was lucky enough to pass the civil service exam. During the summer vacation, the last two months of vacation, I used it to play a huge joke on life because I…

There are many ways to come out, such as with classmates, friends, colleagues, and family. The difficulty and complexity of each are different due to the different relationships between them. Coming out to family is the most difficult and complicated. So I will focus on talking about some of the big and small things that…

Today I want to talk about my first love. It may not be considered a true love, but it was the first time I had emotional investment with a boy. For me, it has irreplaceable meaning in my life. It was the time before the exams in the second semester of my freshman year. The…

In early summer of 2009, I graduated from college. Fortunately, in this era, when many people were still worried about finding a job, I was lucky enough to pass the civil service exam. During the summer vacation, the last two months of vacation, I used it to play a huge joke on life because I…

It’s been a year since I graduated, and I just want to use this text to commemorate our feelings, sometimes I miss him very much, but I’m afraid to disturb him, and I don’t know what to do…… When he was in college, he and I weren’t in the same class, but he used to…

The knocks on the door kept ringing. Jian Xiaoning seemed to sense impatience, so he shouted, “I’m coming…” while trying to open the door as quickly as possible. But he couldn’t be quick, because he had just learned to use crutches, and he always felt uncomfortable using them, and his walking was very awkward. Finally,…

My hair grows close to my scalp, and it is naturally wavy. It grows in a messy direction and is very difficult to manage, so I have never been able to find a suitable barber. Two years ago, I went to a barber shop by chance, and a strong and handsome guy helped me to…

Comrade, once a common name, has now become a synonym for homosexuality. In the more than one year since I entered this circle, I have experienced so much. When I really experienced the taste of love, the sudden change made me panic. I know it is my fault, and it is my suspicion that made…